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Serious post ahead, might be boring.

Exams are finally over, and so should be my stress. However, to me, that’s not exactly the case though…. There has been many distractions for me throughout the year, resulting to minimal study on my part. As a student, I didn’t think I fulfilled my responsibility. There are various instances where I should have done something, but instead more than often, nothing is done. Even if there’s some action on my part, that act it self doesn’t contribute to my final goal as a university student.

Disappointed I am, with myself. I really am not sure what the hell on Earth has gotten into me since I left school a few years ago. Perhaps it has always been like this, perhaps it is just that I had two pairs of watchful eyes that ensured that I did what I am supposed to do back then. Freed of the guidance, I guess that part of me which had always been sealed off is awakened by various stimuli present in the real world.

Funny as it seem, hardwork is not so much a virtue anymore these days. People, the younger ones, often try put on airs by claiming that with minimal or no work on their part, they are able to achieve desirable results. The value of hardwork is depreciating, as a function of time. It appears that the new generation are placing inborn talent above hardwork, so much so that everyone wants to be part of the gifted group who are bestowed upon by the heavens. I sure was a fool myself, to believe such moronic lies, and to share such deluded views. If indeed I was given a choice of the title of geniuses, I’d definitely choose to be a Genius of Hardwork.

Stupid and foolish are the only words that can describe me, though they are not sufficient. Sloth has gotten into me as well, a result, I believe, of my foolish views of nature of things. No more did I believe that I should work for things that I desired. Instead, I was began to wished that things would just fall off the sky, right through the roof and onto my laps. Foolish indeed.

Perhaps this is one of the few times where the better part of me is conscious. But I do not know how long this state of mind will last. I truly fear that I might slip back into the oblivion conjured by Sloth. All pleasure’s the same, it just keeps me from problems. Problems that I ought to provide a solution to. Perhaps I should just find comfort in pain. It will be tough, but I don’t think I’m left with much options.

I don’t intend to say more, I think I’ve said enough. I also don’t think I will be responding much to this post. If you find it meaningless, sorry I have wasted your time.

i've been bribing my students to do my work with the promise of exchanging my friendster contact with them. so far so good.

but i am running out of things to bribe..lol.. joking..

life is good.
i love fridays and saturdays and sundays . these are the days....
i can laze in bed all day and read some literature or some trashy novels.
(oh my, sugar daddy is a softer version of Playboy mag. no visual aid and u gotta up the imagination..)
god, i hope those underage kids don't read this.
sending off all the wrong vibes.

still, settling my course registration i will be taking 17 credit hrs all the way till the day i graduate.
sounds relax but it's not. i have 3 unaccounted credit hrs every sem.


imma thinking with the petrol price increase as well as the price hike on every other product in the market, will i be able to do retail therapy anymore in the future?
i guess not.
unless i change my 3 day golden rule to 5 days .
sigh, i shall convert to emotional eating.

the past few days have been spent catching up with old friends :)
i like.

Im back in m'sia for almost a week now. N just realised i forgot to post the most important post of all! How can i forget to acknowledge my hard work!hehe..

Well, western food isn't exactly my kind. Not that i don't like it. In fact, i love it! But not everyday though. Tak boleh tahan.

So...
I cooked most of the days, unless we go out, or im lazy..hehe..
Below are a series of my breakfast 'masterpieces'...=)




The mayo was put by me. In case u think there's nothing wrong with it. I've also attached another photo below where kenneth put the mayo. Just for comparison, for obvious reasons.-_-"


Next! The lunches n dinners that i cooked. Just a note, due to the lack of vege in germany. My options were narrowed to brocolli, 'bo lei sang choi' n carrots. There are oso some others like capsicum, asparagus etc which i don't know how to cook..*acting innocent*








Hehe, this is one example when i'm lazy to cook.^^
Well, notice the hand there. It's cuz ken cooked the fried rice. N he's very proud of it. That was the only time he cooked when i was there.=P





There goes. I feel very proud of myself!! I think those were my sole most cooked meals within a month. N if u noticed, almost all the meals have this either mushroom potato or mushroom carrot.

The reason behind was cuz after the first time i cooked it, kenneth got so addicted to it n asked me to cook everyday. Even i muak of cooking it d oso he stil wasn't. So it wasn't that i didn't have other things to cook k!

P/s: I didn't take photos of all the food i cooked. Probably missed out 2 or 3. But the above are pretty much all of it.*winks*

ever wonder how FUN can ur day be even though u r still at sitiawan during ur break??!!!

hahaha… =)

anyway,few days back(monday) alvin ’ajak’ me to damai laut to stay for a nite at his uncle’s apartment with the rest. i was still deciding should i go or not since my friend from ipoh would be coming down to sitiawan. since is her first time here, i was not really sure whether would she feel comfortable or not hanging with alvin and the rest since we had to stay overnight at damai laut. after much persuasion from alvin, i decided to go since there would be lots of outdoor activites that we could do which is ABSOLUTELY true!! never regretted going.in fact kind of missing it. =) ya, we had a lot of fun!!! we played archery,volleyball,handball, captainball,poison ball,kayaking and waterpolo!!! those were the games we played among 6 people within half a day!!!memang pecah rekod man!!!

here are some photos to share wit u guys…

ta-da!!! we played water polo at night which u guys should definitely try..in fact A MUST!! =) too bad we dun any photos while we were playing games…..

so that was how fun my ‘mon’-day had been

=)

I haven't been doing grocery shopping in M'sia for bout two months plus now, since my study break. And i had one with my housemates in Carrefour today.

For all i could remember, rice was priced at rm30sth. At least the one i bought was that price. N now it has shot up to rm49.90! When wen yi showed me the price of rice, I can only say that my expression when i saw the price of rice was-->stunned + mouth open humongously.

That was a major shock i got. I also noticed price hike in some other things. Maybe the prise has risen steadily since a long time ago but i didn't realise. I dunno.

I remember canned sardin being priced at around rm3sth. Now it is rm5.50.

A tray of eggs size A used to be rm7sth. Now eggs type D (much smaller) is rm8.10.

I know the price of Peel Fresh has always been increasing. It used to be rm3.19, then 3.49, and i stopped buying when it got to rm3.89. Now, it is rm4.99.

N with the petrol price of rm2.70 per litre, how to survive in malaysia!!