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Being the realist that I am.. or some may call me the pessimist A.K.A party pooper..
there are things in life I would not want to go through regardless the long years I slaved for education.
1. sitting in the hall for 4 hrs for my 1 minute of fame. not that I mind the fame part.. but what am i going to do with my hands for 4 hrs??
2. and God forbid, taking pictures with FAKE BOOKSHELF BACKDROP... Minus the point that they look REALLY fake; Seriously, does posing with one is actually going to make me look smarter? Going along the theme of "RIDICULOUS", and also that IF we INSIST on fake backdrops, I rather pose with my scroll shooting flames out of my mouth in front of a Hawaiian luau's backdrop.
3. I've got other things to worry about like prepping for my interview this coming Tuesday.. because I still have no idea what on earth is a "ijazah ikhtisas" and apparently I need that for my interview or they'll send me home. Voted off the island of Educating-future-leaders-of-tomorrow-LOL..

But of course I am happy that I am graduating. Late nights, assignments and teaching practice!! they'd better give me a scroll for all that. ahaha :)
Actually I'm just posting something to tell you that I am alive and well and to update you that my convo is on the 5th and i will sure as hell remember you for NOT being there!! LOL-kidding.. i would escape my own convo too if i could.. But future me guilts me to staying so that I will not regret not being there celebrating the biggest day of a student's life.

Like, give me my scroll already!!!

flight of the Conchords : Song for Sally
pure awesomeness.

If I am crazy.. I AM crazy..
what the hell..
as long as I am blissfully happy :D

I am craving for grilled lamb . gurrrrrr~ :D~

somedays..
I just want to jump out of bed..
pile on the eyeliner and head out and conquer the world.


oh other days..
I just want to get some wind in my hair
and look for a cloud that has the shape of a crocodile.

today,
I just want to love you.
:)

i can feel my metabolism rate slowing..
and THIS IS VERY VERY SERIOUS..
don't tell me it's not!
how else do you think I can have supper in the middle of the night.
boohoohoo~

but but but..
GOD has been GREAT.
and He has carried me through my 4 years of TESL thing that i call a DEGREE ..hahaha
which by the way.. hello..while i may sit around all day and watch movies..
BUT it really  is a degree okay!
SO PRAISE GOD!!! falaalalala~

so now.. still praying (or the lack of it, YES GOD!my bad! i will continue to pray!!!) for an answer
to the next big move in life.
before making up my mind, spending some time with primary school kids..
whom when they are not running around the class wreaking havoc and giving me a headache,
are TOTALLY cute angels.
(i'm not sure if i used the right metaphor.. *angels..* shudders~ hahaha)
but really, i love them. but really, i need to be stricter with them.


and really, i am old.
ohh Looky look it's almost 12 am. Time for bed!!
nights~

and i am HAPPY!