http://www.barghers.com the ultimate playground for bloggers Thu, 29 Jul 2010 00:36:36 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0 http://thetreestar.blogspot.com/2010/07/woes-of-graduation-and-convocation.html http://thetreestar.blogspot.com/2010/07/woes-of-graduation-and-convocation.html#comments Thu, 29 Jul 2010 00:36:00 +0000 jinni there are things in life I would not want to go through regardless the long years I slaved for education.
1. sitting in the hall for 4 hrs for my 1 minute of fame. not that I mind the fame part.. but what am i going to do with my hands for 4 hrs??
2. and God forbid, taking pictures with FAKE BOOKSHELF BACKDROP... Minus the point that they look REALLY fake; Seriously, does posing with one is actually going to make me look smarter? Going along the theme of "RIDICULOUS", and also that IF we INSIST on fake backdrops, I rather pose with my scroll shooting flames out of my mouth in front of a Hawaiian luau's backdrop.
3. I've got other things to worry about like prepping for my interview this coming Tuesday.. because I still have no idea what on earth is a "ijazah ikhtisas" and apparently I need that for my interview or they'll send me home. Voted off the island of Educating-future-leaders-of-tomorrow-LOL..

But of course I am happy that I am graduating. Late nights, assignments and teaching practice!! they'd better give me a scroll for all that. ahaha :)
Actually I'm just posting something to tell you that I am alive and well and to update you that my convo is on the 5th and i will sure as hell remember you for NOT being there!! LOL-kidding.. i would escape my own convo too if i could.. But future me guilts me to staying so that I will not regret not being there celebrating the biggest day of a student's life.

Like, give me my scroll already!!!

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as long as I am blissfully happy :D

I am craving for grilled lamb . gurrrrrr~ :D~

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pile on the eyeliner and head out and conquer the world.


oh other days..
I just want to get some wind in my hair
and look for a cloud that has the shape of a crocodile.

today,
I just want to love you.
:)

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don't tell me it's not!
how else do you think I can have supper in the middle of the night.
boohoohoo~

but but but..
GOD has been GREAT.
and He has carried me through my 4 years of TESL thing that i call a DEGREE ..hahaha
which by the way.. hello..while i may sit around all day and watch movies..
BUT it really  is a degree okay!
SO PRAISE GOD!!! falaalalala~

so now.. still praying (or the lack of it, YES GOD!my bad! i will continue to pray!!!) for an answer
to the next big move in life.
before making up my mind, spending some time with primary school kids..
whom when they are not running around the class wreaking havoc and giving me a headache,
are TOTALLY cute angels.
(i'm not sure if i used the right metaphor.. *angels..* shudders~ hahaha)
but really, i love them. but really, i need to be stricter with them.


and really, i am old.
ohh Looky look it's almost 12 am. Time for bed!!
nights~

and i am HAPPY!

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And although I may not end up where I've set out to be,
I always know that I'll end up happier than I'll ever imagine.
:)

blessed night. blessed night. :)
High road all the way.

While I was walking to the bathroom, something just hit me.
Just a simple line, but to me it's like an epiphany...
"If you lose sight of God and what that is most important in life, you'll never find true happiness"

Time to get our priorities right.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6

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and
it's always about affection..
and according to Lope de Vega,
There is no greater glory than love, nor any greater punishment than jealousy.

Love that is fed by jealousy dies hard -Ovid- 

Hard times, but I must persevere.

Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. - Joseph Addison

i choose to wait.i choose to love Love . i choose to wait on Love.

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but more like Posting/Masters-situation.
XXXX if this has to turn up on TL's page.
and i need TL to find a new good friend.
preferably a guy. at this age.

Everybody thinks they know what's best for me.
Everybody wants a say in my life.
Everybody wants me to take the safest damn road.
Be damned if i have to be.
but i want to make my own mistakes and yes, i'm willing to bear the consequences.

how can i put this lah,
I know this is so selfish to say, but i cannot live my life the way you didn't get to live yours.

I feel like i'm a retaliating youth. At 24, seriously,  teen rebellion is so past my time. 
I just don't like ppl dictating my life. 
And even if i were to come to the same conclusion as yours, i want to do it AT MY OWN PACE and AT MY OWN TIME.

wah, shiet~ everything here sounds so cliche.
i should just take off somewhere. maybe Tibet. and get away from all things crazy.
Do you think they have washing machines there?

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It makes a lot of sense. 


When the Going Gets Tough, the Tough Get Going

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step out and start living!!!!


live and love.

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